I think i need to smoke another blunt… :/ kinda depressed
My life. Your life. Our life.
Ill run. Away need to take a holiday.
You always say our life? Lets start our life together. Lets be happy together. Why arent you happy? Why are you cryin this time? Because, maybe, just maybe, i need to de stress some how. But how am i to do that when i cant get you to save enough money to pay rent and lights on time. I know its hard. Im right here with you. But I need for you to step up and be someone i can rely on. Ive never had some one who i could rely on. Everyone just always leaves me hanging. Waiting for me to see what is gonna happen next… i want some one i can depend on. Who even if we are broke can find some way to be romantic and loving. I want you, no, i need you to step up and be a man. I need you to grow up some. I need you to figure out someway to meet me half way with somethings. I love you more than my life and my sanity. You mean the world to me. But i need you to really try. I need you to step up and figure out some priorities bc if you dont, then… i want what is going to be the best for us. For us to grow. I need you to understand what we can do. And what we wont go with out. So please just try with me and make that step with me. Because i know you wont wanna do it with out me…
Today makes me think of you…